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Maria (maria1)


October 23, 2009


Palatine, Illinois


Cancer Fighter

Cancer Info


Multiple Myeloma


August 1, 2007


Stage 3C


Yes


Seeing my kids faces


I am slowing down and enjoying life more


Respond in compassion


Healing Touch, Reiki, Yoga


Nausea, dizzy, sweating


Accepting love from others



May 2007
September 2007


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Maria's Cancer Blog

How far to push?

I have mulitple myeloma and I have been in chemo for 3 years. I am trying to decide how far to push myself as I am
tired all the time with the new revlamid I am on along with
the dex and velcade. My mind is playing games with me too, I just feel so foggy. I went for a half walk yesterday and
layed down the entire afternoon. My legs were so stiff and tired. What do you do? I just started the revlamid a week ago and have been on the others for 2 years after stem cell transplants. Maria

I stumbled upon your entry, it struck me because a few months ago my boyfriend was diagnosed with the same. Sounds like you have been fighting for a long time now. Have you ever considered alternative therapy? You must be incredibly strong and made it through the transplant… it amazes me because I’ve been so dissapointed and disallusioned and I’ve only been dealing with this world for a few months. Good luck.

I happen to live near a city and have incredible drs. They give me a lot of hope. There is another drug coming out soon that is very close to velcade, a drug so often used with m.myeloma. I do alternative therapies often too. It is very hard to not get discouraged especially in the beginning when things are so fresh. There is so much information you have to absorb. If you can find a way to take it slow, I would recommend it.

Hello Maria,

I’m sorry to hear about your hardship. I was just diagnosed MM myself a few months ago and I’m going though my first bout of chemo. I’m wondering, what stage of MM were you in when they diagnosed it?
Was is already progressed or was it in an early stage?

All the best

Klaus

How to view this

Just told I have to go back to weekly chemo, I have been through 3 years of chemo including 2 stem cell transplants, just don’t know how to live with this. I feel like my life is on hold. My mind doesn’t function as well as it used to and especially with the strong steroid I am on. I have multiple myeloma. Feeling like I should have so much of a better attitude than I do. I want to be an inspiration not a drain. I feel like an energy vacuum. Thanks for letting me get this out. Maria

Maria:

I’m so sorry that the doctors are saying you have to go back on chemo. I’ve only been doing the chemo dance for a year and am exhausted.

Welcome to the site. I hope you find this place as comforting as I have. The people here have all pretty much been there and done that so you will only get support here which we all need.

One thing that helps here is to fill out your profile. That way others with Your type of cancer and the rest of us can know more about you and your situation.

Hang in there.
Teresa







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